Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in Beliona Bortglömd's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
9:46 am	This is Bel speaking... I've decided to gain more contact with my friends from my old school. Just so everybody knows. Also, i've decided to get a proper tan this year. I do think that it's pretty to be pale, but I have only just realized that the sun gets me in such a better mood, that it's probably worth it. On the nerdy front, I wanna see the Hitchhiker-film. Right now! AND I want the Harry Potter book. Right now. As a matter of fact, I want a lot of things right now. I always get so ambitious in the summer. Maybe it's because I'm bored, maybe it's because all my troubles come to an end and i need something to do instead of worrying all the time. Right now, I'm thinking about checking out the Martial arts. Or to start drawing more, again. Or anything, really. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Lars Demian - Alkohol (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
9:21 am	Money, money, money! I've only just heard what I'm getting paid for this week of work. 3000 kronor/280 Euro. That's what I got for the the three weeks I worked at the Old Poeple's home last year. I'll probably get more, anyway, I get OB-tillägg and stuff. I feel rich already! List of what I want to buy for the money (save them?? Eh... nah.): Tori Amos new CD Everything by Neil Gaiman that I haven't laid my hands on yet The Baudelaire DVD Some manga, perhaps? The Harry Potter book! It's coming soon! A Demian CD would be nice A lot of new summer clothes! Yup. That's all i can think of at the moment. Can't wait to get the money! Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Tori Amos - Marianne (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
12:41 pm	summertime! The weather is great today, so I'll soon leave my computer and go out instead. But first: Here is a picture of me from our monologue project this spring. Er. I usually don't look that strange, it's just the picture. I swear! :P I can still remember that make up we had to use, to prevent us from looking dead pale. It gave us all The Acne From Hell aftarwards.... Current Mood: okay Current Music: Lars Demian - Änglatango (Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
12:33 pm	Atlantis rocks! Here I am, happily listening to Atlantis. What great bloody songs! Working last night was pretty fine. The kids are mostly nice. there's this one girl who s a bit talkish and stuff, but she is kind of nice as well. I do have some problems with having to tell Karin off from time to time, but both Lisa and Susanne is perfectly fine with that and doesn't mind to take care of her instead. I do think that both of them is a bit strict with the kids, especially Lisa. I mean, some of it is actally turning into collective punishment, which I really don't like. BTW, I've been a good girl and went jogging today. Go me! I'll go and get some new shoes today, and without any reason, my parens havee insisted to pay them for me. !?!? Parents are weird. I've been trying to reread a couple of books lately, but it isn't going very well this far. Maybe I should give Crime and punishment another try? But I'd prefer to buy Neverwhere. I haven't managed to get hold of it yet... Stardust is seld in linköping, so maybe I'll buy it next month or something? But i should go to sthlm and shop, so I can't use all of my money. Choices. Always these choices. I have no idea where to go during midsummer either. Everyone else is in bloody Norrköping except maria and she celebrates with the family. Which I, neither can nor want to. Hm. Emma? Or maybe I'll just go down to town and see if I can find someone to celebrate with. You never know! Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Some kind of rap song playing in my brother's room (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 12th, 2005
8:42 am	My, oh my... It's summer holiday already! Yay! Maybe I should try to be a bit more social on the net during the summer? all comunities i'm in are more or less dead, since I don't have a computer in my normal apartment. But now i'm staying with my parents, so I can use the computer as much as I like. I've played a lot of computer games lately... we got a new computer recently and lots of games is so much better on this one! *pats computer* I will miss my friends from school though. They are all in Norrköping, damn them! Not that it's really far away, but it takes some time to go there. Maria is a bit closer though, and we do plan to meet here at some point. In the meantime, I will have to spend time with K and my old friends. I'm still not sure whether I love Daniel or not, I'm possibly in love with Andreas too. I'm not sure. Oh, well. I have a lot of time to find out. BTW, my marks were pretty good. I'm actually happy with most of them. I'm feeling a wee bit down at the moment, but maybe I'm just nervous for my new summer job that starts today. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
11:33 am	A little bit bored... Yup. I'm bored quite a lot these days, actually. i have had to fight random bad feelings the last days, but it'll probably pass soon. But still... Maria is in an awful mood due to this philosophy prject she has to do. Which inflicts more or less on all of us. I wish I didn't care so much about Maria and her mood swings, but I do. She's just extremely nice when she's in her good mood, so I simply can't help it. And Zara said a thing yesterday that hurt me more than I would like to comfess. And on tp of that, Marcus is in love with me (DAMN!) and all the nice fabrics stores in town has closed down. Yeah. That's the bad things. But on the plus side, I'm generally feeling a big lot better now than I have the last six months,Karin seem to have begun to forgive me for whatever I did to her and I've recieved this month's worth of money to buy spring clothes and Gaiman books for. And manga. And perhaps something by Maria Gripe or Lovecraft? Maybe I should try to read Lovecraft in English some time - the books i've read so far by him has been god plotwise, but storytellerwise, they've been awful. But maybe that is the translation. And next weekend I'm going to france. I certainly hope Maria's in a better mood by then, since I'm going with her. i'm a bit nervous, but I think I'll be fine at large. We'll see. Now there's just a couple of things left: 1. I think I might be in love with Daniel. I'm not certain. 2. Atlantis RULES! i just love those songs... and Jabbadoor was just so hot! Looked like Jack Sparrow... *drools* Hail Atlantis! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Friday, March 25th, 2005
2:25 pm	Off to Arvidsjaur (of all places)! Yup. That's right. Have to spend the entire vacation in Norrbotten. It will be cold, I will have to share room with my entire family and the kid in that family is the most hyperaactive thing I've ever met. But I will probably enjoy it anyway, if I like it or not. And besides, springtime is here! My selfconsience is clearly going upwards at the moment and I've had lots of compliments on my clothes lately. Besides, Me and Karin went to see the Baudelaire film the other day and I loved it. And working with the monolouges are great fun too. I've started to REALLY like Kristina... she's sweet and lovely and everything. This has began too look pretty common around here... I mean, look at Konrad. I was practically in love with him by the time we played PeSv. I mean... that's just weird. What is that called? Roleophilia? Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Björn playing the guitar (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 4th, 2005
9:41 am	Now... I've been in school for quite some time and things are going remarkably well. I want to go to Stockholm really badly... I miss Draco. And Kill. I certainly miss Kill, but she's in New Zeeland... :( I have to clean up my flat too. My entire family + my favourite uncle is comng. Even my brother comes and that IS remarkable. We're going to the theatre, to see Oväder. We had a party with the other ES-classes yesterday. It was pretty fun actually. They are a bit stiff, but pretty nice. Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
8:36 am	Happily back to school! First week of school is finished! The new acting teacher is great, I hope it lasts. I'm happy to be back, I've really missed everyone. Anna's party was great - except I had problem with getting home. The people who'd promised to drive me home suddenly didn't have enough space in their car... *glare* But otherwise, everything was fine, and K came to see me the next day. The theatre was really cool too. I love theatre. Only thing is I'll run around singing those goddamn songs all day. Oh well, that's life. It felt kinda good when she went home, though. The problem with Karin is she's really hard to stand for a long time - especially when she comes to visit me. But she's still the coolest sister I could ever have. Besides, everyone seem surprised because I found a guy I liked at that party... I just don't understand what the fuss is all about. I guess the just enjoy teasing me... :) Current Mood: okay (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 9th, 2005
12:36 am	My first post! Well then, here we go. Second to last day on the Winter holiday. School starts soon and I'm very surprised that I'm looking forward to it. I guess it's partly because I get a bit isolated, living so far away from all my classmates. I'm really happy to be back from Östersund. I just have developed a problem with family journeys the last years. Especially when it's a journey to Östersund... I really can't stand Lisa anymore these days. Every friendship has to come to an end, I guess, but it's still kind of sad. The weather here is awful. It's storming. It practically never storms here! I'm actually a bit worried. I'm telling you all, the doom is near. Karin is coming up to me the next weekend and we'll go to see The Wizard of Oz. I'm really looking forward to it and I think she is too. I think I'll get started with some exercise this term, too. It's about time. I did rediscover juggling a couple of days ago and I've began again, but I don't know how long it'll last. Oh, well. I seem to have managed to write a first post. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Cocteau Twins - Lazy calm (2 Comments |Comment on this)